Hey…
I hope all of you are doing well…
I’ve become a fan of the prompts these days,
they ask such intricate questions with such precise clear-cut words,
That it feels out of this world…
The reason it is so intricate for me is because,
we are often told not to brings things so close to our hearts,
that if one day you were to part (G0d forbid) from them,
the pain won’t ever be enough,
to take your life with itself…
The adamant rule of,
(Dil par nahi lagaa’na or Dil par mat lena),
Don’t take it on your heart (translations),
has saved me G0d knows how many times,
and it will till the end of me…
But,
we are only human Afterall,
aren’t we?
we take things to our heart,
and when time comes,
it takes a piece of it (our heart),
with it…
Coming back to the prompt,
personal belongings that I hold dear,
to myself,
there are many that I hold with care and utmost importance,
and they have a special place for me in my heart,
that make me want to continue,
whenever I feel like I’m falling off,
or,
about to…
One of them is a very old notebook,
from my school days,
where all of this took birth,
the essence of Waakiye,
or the birth of it,
I often find myself scrolling through,
some of the raw emotions that I wrote,
when all of this wasn’t even in my wildest dreams,
but,
The urge and a want to express what roamed this vast land of my mind,
it was there forever,
and thanks to consistency of that child,
and never stopping the scribbling,
he turned into a person that loves to write,
even if everything is going against,
out of control…
Another one,
is a collection of photos,
that keeps me grounded.
Reminds me of something that I did,
of irreversible nature,
and the type of thing that haunts me some nights,
but,
it gives me a proof of something that we all fear,
“THE FEAR OF DEATH ITSELF…”
that thing ended a great suffering,
and a time that we don’t wish on an enemy or their family,
But,
we went through,
endured all the sufferings,
and welcomed the future with open arms,
even if we were broken,
shattered from within,
we still lived,
lived to see the next day,
day after that,
and we will see this day too…
To better days and,
things that remind you of who you were,
and what shape you shall take tomorrow,
an unknown reality welcomes you…
Cheers π₯
Love Waakiye π€

I saw a being,
a version of self,
in a place that I could have been…
Being on the support of others,
not able,
notable of something like a madman,
who lost it,
lost it all…
There wasn’t any other option,
but,
to stand tall,
be a shadow to those who were now dependent,
and be a support system for those,
who still don’t believe of the happening,
and yet,
here we are,
enduring it yet again,
this day,
just like yesterday,
like it happened yesterday,
like a film all of it plays,
BUT,
THERE WASN’T ANY OTHER OPTION…



















