Tag: mental-health

  • Struggles with Sleep and Morning Wake-Up Times

    Struggles with Sleep and Morning Wake-Up Times

    Daily writing prompt
    What time do you go to bed and wake up currently?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    All that comfort in the life finding prompt yesterday,
    where I talked a lot of things that I do on good days,
    but,
    none of them had a mention of bad days that are there too,
    so here it goes…

    There are a few days when I return home late from work,
    around 10 at night from work,
    and I am tired and hungry,
    Confused from all the piled-up responsibilities,
    and deadlines that were supposed to be met but weren’t…

    All of the work comes crashing,
    and then it’s on me to complete it,
    or get it completed asap,
    even though the timelines as usual were impossible to achieve,
    making it a race against time as usual,
    making it possible someday,
    but other days its miserable…

    When I return home around 10 at night,
    the usual routine takes a hit,
    the tiredness takes over,
    and Lethargy follows,
    the schedule which is used to take half an hour at most,
    takes around an hour,
    hour and a half on worse days…

    The night shower is spent in contemplating what if’s,
    and how would the deadlines be met the next day,
    and before I can look up at the clock it turned 11 PM,
    so,
    I hurry and get out of the bath and plate my dinner,
    and have it while watching some videos or something informative,
    and before I could peel myself away from the screen,
    it was 11:45 at night..

    After which I tidy my room a bit,
    which pushes the time well after 12 Am,
    and when I look at the clock,
    it stuck 00:15 hours,
    hurriedly I get in my bed,
    and guess what,
    I CAN’T SLEEP ANYMORE.
    spending another 15 to 30 minutes changing sides,
    trying to fall asleep…

    All of this continues on until 1 in the morning,
    on bad days until 2 in the morning,
    which makes it impossible to wake up at 6 or 7 usually in the morning,
    So,
    I wake up at 8 or 8:30 in the morning,
    making,
    it that sort of a day,
    a messed-up start,
    repercussions of which follow throughout the day…

    Shouldn’t this day be Friday already…?

    Cheers πŸ₯‚?

    Love Waakiye 🀍

  • Daily Comfort Hacks: Tips for a Better Life

    Daily Comfort Hacks: Tips for a Better Life

    Daily writing prompt
    What strategies do you use to increase comfort in your daily life?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    There are many strategies that I employ to make my life more comfortable,
    well not just mental comfort but my physical comfort too…

    Daily Journaling…

    One of the things that I do each day is by writing about it in my journal,
    and each day I read the last one,
    helping me determine the habits that I have,
    and which of them make my life better,
    or provide me an insight that helps me to avoid something that disrupts it…

    Basking and Meditation…

    On waking up,
    I go to my balcony and look at the sunlight,
    or the natural light peering through the clouds,
    which reminds me that the sleep is finally over as I spend a few minutes in the sunlight,
    someday sitting down on a mat in the balcony and meditating and reflecting on the day ahead,
    the types of work I have to involve myself in,
    and the roles I have to play this day…

    Clean living atmosphere…

    One of the most important things is to have a clean environment,
    this isn’t just about having clean surroundings or your vicinity,
    but my room is where it all begins from,
    a clean room,
    which isn’t messy,
    and the soft lighting that imitates the sunlight is used to illuminate my room;
    This simplifying of my environment makes it much easier to live a life that feels fulfilling and worth living tbh…

    Getting to bed early…

    Getting my good 7-8 hours of sleep,
    even if it means getting to bed and falling asleep at ten maybe 11 at night,
    because a good sleep helps me wake up refreshed,
    and with new ideas that help me on the daily,
    living this fast-paced life at my own pace,
    and with that sleeping in early comes in waking up early to involve myself in some physical activity like walking or taking a stroll around the building complex,
    which boosts my metabolism and gives me a chance to be one with nature early in the morning…

    These are some of the ways I increase comfort and at the same time better my life with the help of options that suit me the best..!

    Do you have a routine like this which helps you,
    Do let me know…!

    Cheers πŸ₯‚

    Love Waakiye 🀍

  • The Truth About Self-Care: Stubbornness or Serenity?

    The Truth About Self-Care: Stubbornness or Serenity?

    Daily writing prompt
    How do you practice self-care?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    Returning to your work is bothersome,
    more for those who are already tired,
    a few hours deep into this days work,
    All the best for what’s left,
    much less what’s more to come…

    About the prompt of this day;
    its a good one,
    but,
    yet here I am exposing myself yet again…

    There’s no such thing as self-care,
    It just plain hard stubbornness,
    (In my language its called ZIDD),
    its the only thing that has kept me going,
    A stubbornness to become someone,
    someone better,
    better than who I was day before,
    and to a new tomorrow,
    that will come the next…

    There is no such thing as self-care because,
    it’s a known fact that I have to get things to work the next day,
    even if I feel like not to,
    there’s a mindset that this works on,
    maybe on or after achieving a spot or a pedestal,
    where one belongs,
    one can take rest and give self the much needed,
    “Self-care”…

    But,
    If that thing or an idea that is much bigger,
    and is replaced by another one the next moment,
    there’s no time to rest,
    or sit,
    or contemplate the things that one has achieved,
    that’s why,
    and that’s how things have been with me,
    leaving me with enough time to rest,
    and wake up with a positive mindset,
    ready to conquer another day…

    On the days off,
    the actual self-care version of myself kicks in,
    I usually wake up late,
    late enough for people in my house to question my existence,
    And when I do wake up,
    I wake up hungry like its been weeks,
    And eat and spend day leisurely,
    By going out with family or friends,
    and by the time evening hits,
    all of us are at home,
    at ease,
    and as we talk and have dinner,
    enjoy and talk about things that happened over the week,
    and discuss and plan the week ahead…

    By the time it ends its time to sleep,
    and prepare the challenge that is the next day…

    That’s how it all goes,
    that’s how my self care goes,
    What about you…?

    Cheers πŸ₯‚

    Love Waakiye 🀍

  • Overcoming Doomscrolling: Finding Purpose in Your Day

    Overcoming Doomscrolling: Finding Purpose in Your Day

    Daily writing prompt
    How do you waste the most time every day?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    I hope this is a safe place,
    but most of my time is wasted doomscrolling,
    without even a single thought,
    it just feels like there isn’t a purpose,
    there is not a single purpose behind life itself…

    It just feels like that I try to snatch time,
    within all of the limited time that I have left,
    within these 24 hours in this day…

    Just this day,
    I woke up at 4 a bad dream perhaps,
    and mindlessly scrolled for around an hour,
    scrolling reels,
    some of those give me some happiness,
    some of them make me sad,
    but,
    they bring me up,
    and throw me down,
    to keep me in this vicious cycle,
    Of being constantly hooked,
    looking at them,
    one after another,
    until my phone runs out of battery,
    Or I drain myself enough…!

    The constant need,
    of having something playing,
    in this ear,
    or,
    having something to see,
    that bombards with some valuable information,
    or useless,
    that won’t help me ever,
    but,
    the need,
    the unreal need of having something playing,
    maybe a comedy skit,
    maybe some informative video,
    to pass the time,
    or just something that fills the emptiness in the room,
    making it some noise,
    or some tunes playing in the background,
    that deter me from thinking anything/everything,
    at a certain point of time…

    A never-ending rant,
    that exists within this mind,
    to leave it and pick it up,
    making me forget crucial memories,
    because I can’t seem to remember them anymore,
    like moments in my childhood,
    some of them are non-existent,
    some of them are blemishing,
    some of them are still there but fading,
    and some of them come back
    after remembering hard enough,
    but,
    none that is remembered off the top my head…

    You’re grateful if you do,
    and if you don’t,
    in the same boat we all are…

    Cheers πŸ₯‚

    Love Waakiye 🀍

    Another scroll,
    another relatable thing,
    Even though none of them are,
    it just passes my time…

    As I stared at the clock,
    it stuck 5:30,
    it had already been too much,
    an hour and thirty minutes,
    scrolling…

    But,
    it’s because there’s a need to replace,
    replace all things,
    Everything that surrounds,
    and this one is the cheapest,
    because the price is paid,
    not in the form that is visible at present…

    A price that is paid,
    paid with those forgotten memories,
    by replacing those happy and sad times,
    with what brings these short bursts of happiness,
    becoming an addict to them,
    waiting for free time,
    or snatching it from regular schedule,
    a moment here,
    sitting on the can,
    or going out for a smoke break,
    or going out to eat because you forgot to pack yours,
    because of waking up late…

    Maybe,
    maybe it isn’t so bad after all,
    but,
    the memories that I forget,
    or I’m trying to,
    maybe,
    just maybe,
    it will help,
    in eroding the bad ones,
    Unaware,
    the good ones entangled together are going away with them…

    An Echo Without a Voice
  • Embracing Self-Discovery: My Favorite Qualities

    Embracing Self-Discovery: My Favorite Qualities

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s your favorite thing about yourself?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    Well,
    on looking at it,
    the things that make me,
    who I am,
    None,
    not even a single one of them are my favorite…

    I do,
    whatever I have to,
    they’re guided by some motive,
    an ulterior one,
    through which,
    ultimately I will stand to gain something from,
    maybe an interaction,
    a call asking for help,
    A lonely person as I pass them on the road,
    I ask them if they’re okay?,
    if they need some help,
    they need me to take them somewhere,
    or they’re running late to something…

    Only because they might open up to me,
    find me to be their comfort zone,
    find themselves to be open enough to tell me,
    talk to me about their vulnerabilities,
    or how,
    who they are the way they are,
    and when they do that,
    give me a piece of themselves to keep,
    as a namesake or ,
    something that they shaved off themselves,
    when things were going out of their hands,
    maybe,
    and just maybe,
    I swooped in at the right time,
    at the right place and carried them to safety…

    Maybe my interaction sounded forced,
    it sounded like I wanted you to expose yourself,
    expose yourself to a total stranger,
    without worrying about how this could be used against you,
    but,
    if you did,
    you reached your destination,
    a tad bit early,
    because I drove fast,
    and as I asked you,
    what was bugging you…?

    And,
    many chose not to answer,
    and the few those who answered,
    we talked and those few minutes of conversation felt like an hour…

    As I was told,
    Oppressed you were,
    misunderstood too,
    and how the world only saw what was there to see,
    from their own perspective,
    But,
    none from what the sufferer going through,
    and maybe if someone didn’t come in early,
    maybe it would have been the end of them…!?

    As the road came to a four-way intersection,
    with traffic lights,
    and I everything came to a standstill,
    but,
    the sounds of exhausts blaring,
    the passing of vehicles as their lights turned green,
    and,
    the awkward wait,
    as I asked them,
    “What is you were never born,
    would things be different then…?”

    As soon as those words left this mouth,
    and a sense of panic was in the air,
    coming to the realization that I was a total,
    and an absolute stranger,
    who apparently had nothing to lose,
    and gain G0d knows what…?

    As the lights turned green,
    and took a turn to the route they told me to take,
    as I stared at them,
    through my peripherals,
    on arriving there,
    a few minutes later,
    these were the words they were left with…

    You know how,
    the world feels small,
    when things come crashing in,
    it focuses into a point,
    somewhere in the body,
    and you try to find it,
    incapable each and every time,
    But,
    maybe,
    it’s good that we aren’t capable of,
    maybe,
    the shift in its place each and every time.
    helps us to stay sane,
    because what if we could take it out,
    and never fear anything ever again;
    “What if there was no fear whatsoever…?”

    Would this world be worth living,
    if it had no fear…?

    What if I would have screamed at that very instant you asked me that question?

    What if,
    instead of staying quiet;

    I would have answered,
    and answered something,
    that you didn’t expect,
    Would we ever be the same,
    Either of us…?

    Any of us…?

    Maybe that was fear,
    or the disguise in itself as she walked away,
    as a black cat followed her,
    into a street that had no streetlight,
    as I turned and shined the headlights and finding the street closed shut,
    by a gate that had a lock with a lot of dust on it,
    seeming it wasn’t moved in a long time…

    Maybe,
    and just maybe,
    that question,
    which throws people off,
    threw her off,
    and when I keenly listened like no-one did,
    she did find someone’s life worth to be spared,
    one of the most favorite things about myself…

    “I tried to figure something,
    well,
    something about her,
    something about myself too,
    until,
    I found out what,
    Or,
    where those answers came from…”

    A lifetime,
    wasn’t enough for those,
    I thought,
    As I drove back home,
    in a calm and easy manner,
    like his was the usual,
    an unusually usual routine…

    Cheers πŸ₯‚

    Love Waakiye 🀍

  • Understanding Human Instincts: A Day of Reflection

    Understanding Human Instincts: A Day of Reflection

    Daily writing prompt
    What notable things happened today?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    Well,
    there is nothing notable about today,
    because I’m writing this as fever spikes yet again,
    and,
    my whole body feels like it’s been wringed out like a wet cloth,
    to remove excess water…

    All in,
    I’m spending another day at home,
    feeling extremely tired,
    incapable of moving,
    but,
    here I am writing this at 11:25 am,
    on a hot day of June,
    and its 13th and a Friday…

    The most notable thing that happened today was a conversation,
    with my mom,
    as She sat with me and brought me the morning coffee,
    (For which I’m forever grateful…)

    This wasn’t the usual conversation,
    like how I was feeling,
    or,
    is there something that I needed,
    but,
    we were discussing a scenario…

    “How,
    all of us are hardwired to have the instinct,
    when we are supposed to be fed as a kid,
    (mother’s milk),
    and the science that goes behind it,
    and after that,
    the conversation shifted to Procreation…


    “How it is a natural instinct,”
    even when someone is physically disabled or not mentally sane,
    they still have a wish,
    a yearning to be held,
    touched,
    caressed,
    and their feelings met,
    and to portray them in a way that’s appealing to your s/o,
    or someone you’re seeing…

    And somewhere along the lines the conversation went downhill,
    it shifted to how,
    when those needs aren’t met,
    they’re replaced by violent tendencies,
    where we see,
    woman/girls being πŸ‡,
    just because they saw someone walking along,
    which seemed an easy target…

    But,
    I interjected,
    that all of the focus and blame has been shifted to the wrong gender ;
    How,
    all of it happens when we tell the female gender to cover themselves up,
    from head to toe,
    and even after that,
    they become victims,
    so
    we are clearly blaming and correcting the wrong gender,
    when a push and an effort is needed to make the change in the mindset of men,
    and when that happens,
    we can start to see a change in the environment that,
    has been corrupted so much.

    Cheers πŸ₯‚

    Love Waakiye 🀍

    A cup of coffee,
    and discussions beyond,
    beyond the grasp of timid mindsets,
    where a mother makes a change,
    to introduce to the child,
    a concept that’s widespread yet wrongly understood…

    Over the cup of coffee,
    we discussed,
    the faults within,
    a need to reform the mindset,
    and from that,
    we find,
    the original source of fault…

    “Coddling those,
    whose actions were to be punished…”
    but,
    without a clue,
    the entire blame was shifted,
    to her clothes,
    to her advances,
    to her ignoring
    things that happened in the surroundings,
    and when,
    something horrible happened,
    all of its happening,
    the stalking to,
    her rejecting,
    to his taking it on his image,
    to doing the worst thing possible…

    “All of it,
    Becomes her fault…”
  • The Simple Joy of Music in Everyday Life

    The Simple Joy of Music in Everyday Life

    Daily writing prompt
    Describe one simple thing you do that brings joy to your life.

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    Have you ever heard music…?

    I have,
    and I can’t get enough of it ever,
    there are times so hard at moments,
    where I can’t face the world,
    But,
    music was,
    and all I could do was wrap myself around in its comfort…

    There are moments,
    some dreadful,
    some joyous,
    that make up the part of my daily schedule,
    and living through them becomes a pain,
    but,
    a music makes the passing of time easier,
    by shifting the focus of the stresses off of me,
    by helping me calm down,
    and with a calm mind i can look at problems differently,
    from various perspectives and find an optimal solution,
    just with the help of music…

    I listen to music to feel the emotions that I can’t feel,
    haven’t felt in a long time,
    like,
    there are some tunes spark a sense of intense longing or missing a person from the bottom of our heart,
    but,
    that too has its benefits,
    reminding us of our past and mistakes that have been made,
    to not repeat it ever again…

    During some joyous,
    extremely happy times like marriage of close relatives,
    or even enjoying night out with my friends,
    i have found music to be our partner,
    to enjoy happy moments,
    and during it,
    deepened our bond with each other,
    finding things that we listen to by sharing them with each other…

    I am really grateful for music to exist in the same timeline as me,
    to which I’ve fallen in love with from the bottom of my heart…

    Cheers πŸ₯‚

    Love Waakiye 🀍

    A journey that we tread on,
    finding things that comfort us,
    on a path that we set,
    for ourselves to walk on…

    In a dimly lit scene,
    as these words paint a picture vivid,
    enough to escape the real one,
    and live in it;

    But,
    the reality often inescapable,
    forces us to return,
    cage our being,
    our essence,
    by catching us as we flee…

    As we use methods to escape,
    or feel something,
    sparking a change,
    sometimes an inspiration to be a better version of self,
    or to be a better human overall,
    and,
    with that,
    comes a sense of belief,
    that it was made for us,
    a gift from gods,
    a hymn or a verse,
    that detaches us,
    cuts our worries short…

    “A blessing to these ears…”
  • Knowing When to Unplug: Signs You Need a Break

    Knowing When to Unplug: Signs You Need a Break

    Daily writing prompt
    How do you know when it’s time to unplug? What do you do to make it happen?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    Me opening my laptop to see this prompt while,
    there are Instagram reels going on my phone,
    there is a Bluetooth speaker playing music,
    and there hangs around my neck my OnePlus bullets playing the e-book in my ear,
    as I switch all of them off but the laptop,
    staring at this prompt sparking a need to unplug literally,
    also figuratively…

    As soon I turned off all these devices,
    a noise of sort runs all along,
    And,
    it feels like this mind is going to explode,
    but,
    as soon as i turn on the soft music it goes away,
    maybe I’ve become dependent on this,
    my mind wants something to play in the background to function properly…

    Also,
    about the detachment from the work life,
    has become a real problem in this world,
    where more and more managers or those sitting at top tier,
    need the workers to work hard,
    harder,
    longer hours to match their expectations,
    and when something goes wrong,
    it’s ultimately their(Workers) blame…

    Having been on both sides of the said problem,
    it’s known that excessive pressures leads to faults
    and,
    longer hours make them burn off quicker than they can recover from it,
    for someone who just got out of a university knowing how to get the work done isn’t aware of it…

    How one is supposed to recover from the last days work,
    pressures and stresses,
    but,
    someone who has never spent even a single day working is unknown to the toll it takes on the body,
    so,
    it feels like barking up the wrong tree..

    So,
    it’s just that you have to take things on your own hand and provide adequate,
    evidence the fall in work quality and the overall tiredness,
    that people go through,
    which in turn can be regulated by forming unions,
    which demand equal pay for the excessive hard work that people put in,
    its a slippery slope as the workers morale drops,
    which in turn makes the organization crumble…

    It’s of absolute necessity that,
    there are things that are understood by all,
    a need to be free from the constant pressures,
    or things that keep you engaged in continuously,
    form a dependence on that,
    also,
    on being constantly under pressure can make you dependent on it too,
    if there is none chaos follows there too,

    SO,
    a need to detach from things that keep us engaged is absolutely necessary,
    like being away from devices for having peace of mind,
    taking up exercise to make the best out of the time that we keep for ourselves,
    doing breathing exercises,
    using the days off properly (not working),
    spending time with family and friends,
    doing breathing exercises to shift the focus from your soul…

    For those addicted to devices,
    put a lock on the number of hours you can surf one app, which you spend most of your time on,
    like I’ve put up a screen time of half an hour for Instagram,
    and after that I’m locked out for the day,
    convenient yet frustrating,
    but,
    that’s how I’ll learn…

    Happy weekend to those who are celebrating..

    Cheers πŸ₯‚

    Love Waakiye 🀍

    A fear to fall off stays,
    keyboard keys clacks,
    and the sound echoes in the big hall,
    that is now empty…

    As the vision deters,
    a face appears out of nowhere,
    telling me to focus on work and keep my head down,
    glued to the work that,
    i have to finish…

    after a while as my eyes start to give up,
    a need to was my eyes,
    a bottle of eye drops is brought to me,
    which i put in them and start my work…

    As i am about to finish,
    another email reminder pops up,
    for the presentation that’s supposed to happen tomorrow,
    no,
    it’s supposed to happen today,
    as I look at the watch,
    timer stuck 1 in the morning,
    as a notification pops up,
    “Go to sleep”
    bringing me a chuckle…

    An eye is raised,
    as I go back to work…

    “A dreadful life”

  • What Makes a True Friend: The Value of Trust and Honesty

    What Makes a True Friend: The Value of Trust and Honesty

    Daily writing prompt
    What quality do you value most in a friend?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    Have you ever made a friend that you’d have to give up later?
    because this is a proof of either a lapse in your judgment of the type of person they are/were,
    or,
    they were easily influenced by things that life gave them for their hard work or sheer luck…

    I’ve had 2 friends,
    the real ones,
    who go back to middle school,
    and the type of friendship we have will sound weird…

    We can meet one day of the week randomly,
    and after that we might give each other calls,
    and meet a month later checking up on each other,
    getting to know about our lives,
    well-being of our families,
    the siblings,
    the work that they are currently in,
    involved in,
    or a general talk of any stresses that we have,
    we try to…

    We do it while grabbing a bite to eat,
    or over some drinks,
    that way we can enjoy the time as we get to eat together,
    all of us coming from middle class families,
    so we do have a common goal to make it big somehow,
    but,
    they’re stopped by the slow-moving money that exists in our surroundings,
    but,
    not until long,
    we are working hard to come up,
    and with each other backing and support,
    we will for sure make it big…

    The type of quality that we value is honesty,
    truthful and being absolutely real

    Even if things go south,
    we know that we can trust each other,
    put in 100% of our faith in each other’s word,
    and can stand wherever we need to,
    just on a single calling,
    we know we can trust each other without worrying,
    the other person,
    because that’s the type of mindset we have…

    Cheers πŸ₯‚

    Love Waakiye 🀍

    A path that we walk,
    knowing the next step that we take,
    is for the betterment,
    betterment of the family that exists,
    with all might as they pull them towards a better life…

    With stresses beyond our scope,
    and to tread a path that isn’t paved,
    but,
    has to be made as we step,
    Step into this fast-paced world…

    Often, we sit together
    when distressed,
    when stresses take a toll on us,
    we seek each other’s company,
    and in it,
    we find peace,
    as we hear,
    each other’s side,
    a laughter here,
    a chuckle there,
    some tears of sadness,
    a supportive shoulder tap,
    glass clinking and forgetting it all,
    after cheering ourselves up…

    “A Happy life”
  • Lessons Learned from My Work Experience

    Lessons Learned from My Work Experience

    Daily writing prompt
    What jobs have you had?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    Exceptional work on getting this day’s prompt too,
    the type of jobs I’ve had…

    It might seem like i am a person who has done a lot in my life,
    in a sense that these words or the type of person they portray me to be,
    but,
    in the contrary,
    the type of job that i’m currently involved in had no relation to the type of career path i chose in my high school or my bachelors…

    I’ve worked the same job and picked up various tasks,
    starting as a helper,
    picking up scraps and filling up coolant water,
    and cutting huge quantities of material,
    often returning home covered in soot and a layer of metal dust and sweat due to long shifts without breaks,
    to operating machines big and small,
    by learning the basics and now doing tricky processes on my own,
    currently,
    grinding things to their sizes within the specified tolerances,
    and giving them to the customers,
    Also,
    face to face customer dealing from day 1…

    The type of field that I’m currently in,
    has unlimited potential for growth,
    But,
    it doesn’t have the matching pay to it,
    you can have all the skills,
    quote what you are deserving of,
    but,
    a helper or someone who will be taught will be a replacement of you within a few days,
    i.e. no sense of job security…

    Being from a commerce background,
    I started with a blank slate,
    with limited knowledge,
    of the field,
    but,
    the sheer dedication,
    and focus that i put in,
    (not being able to find any other at the time),
    i picked up the family business and have taken it upwards only…

    Didn’t work many jobs,
    but a range of jobs within one to develop skills that can be used in many places,
    and,
    I’m grateful for that…

    Cheers πŸ₯‚

    Love Waakiye🀍

    Often,
    I find myself,
    sitting,
    pondering,
    wondering,
    if the work i did today mattered…?

    Did it matter that i woke up,
    set that early alarm,
    woke up before that,
    and got ready to avoid the morning rush…

    Did it matter…?

    Did it matter,
    that i arrived before anyone could,
    and started work earlier than anyone,
    preparing the type of work each and every employee had to work on,
    make a detailed process and work sheet,
    set timings to check the type of work that went on,
    Routinely checking the prepared product,
    the tolerance and the proper build,
    and like that,
    staying on these tippy toes,
    i get the work done,
    Advising,
    checking,
    guiding,
    before i could look up it was lunch,
    a late one…

    It was 3 in the afternoon,
    before i could sit and eat my lunch in peace,
    by then i got a call for delivery of raw material,
    inhaling my food i went out,
    and brought some helpers,
    and after a thorough investigation,
    the product was kept in the designated place,
    As the clock stuck 4…

    Before i could go on another checking shift,
    i was given a task to prepare and look at the repairs of a machine,
    After meticulously studying and locating the err,
    not within our scope the maintenance staff was called in,
    taking up 45 minutes,
    as i went on to checking the final product…

    Before i could come back the machine was up and running,
    downtime of 42 minutes,
    which was easy to manage and work around…

    As the clock stuck 5 staff stared to leave,
    workday being over,
    some overtime staff that stayed on half an hour,
    by the clock stuck 5:45 the place was empty,
    deserted like there existed none,
    By 6 and checking all of the machines before leaving
    not leaving anyone of them on,
    and putting in my timestamp,
    i left for my home…

    where I sat,
    just like that,
    thinking,
    did it matter,
    as i prepared for another day,
    and 4 more to come…

    “Did it matter…?”