Fear of failure and another fear sparking dream…

What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

Hey…

I hope all of you are doing well…!

A Saturday morning and I woke up with a dream of which I wrote the highlights in my notes app which I will be sharing at the end of the prompt…!

Well it is very haphazardly written because that’s how I am as soon as I wake up…!

These dreams happen after intervals that are unpredictable but they are extremely immersive and I find them very astonishing and inspiring as they provide me a perspective that feels out of this world for me…!

And some days they are affected by what I watch before sleeping and something like that happens in my dreams, well not an exactly alike but on the same lines…!

Coming back to the prompt

Things that I’m scared of and what would get me to do it…!

There are things that bring me fear

I’m a human after all; even if some of us like to slowly tread near our fears until we have built a resistance and then one day do away with the thing that sparks the said fear…!

For me,

It would be the,

The fear of failure;

There is nothing that I fear more than falling off and not putting in enough efforts into things I like…!

There are places I want to be and I want my penmanship to be better than what I was yesterday;

And to achieve that I have to hit it daily which I do in an attempt to strike a cinder that can be used to light the fire that will carry on my name till the end of humanity or the end of me…!

And that process of continuously trying to find a vision when one of the thought has been penned down and brought into this world;

The quest of finding another concept or an idea is where the mind roams making it seemingly an easy task from the outside,

But;

After spending so much time in portraying this world into your words even a single day without a thought or a fixation feels like dread and until that isn’t found the life feels meaningless…!

So-

It all comes to trying;

Trying yet again to find an avenue that is unexplored or untravelled and when that happens;

The world seems an easy place to live in and a purpose is also derived out of the act of finding the right words and answers…!

Cheers 🥂

Love Waakiye 🤍

(I do remember the dream 👇)