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  • Struggle for necessities and technological advancements…

    Struggle for necessities and technological advancements…

    How has technology changed your job?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    You know what happens when you have to struggle for one of the basic requirements of living…!

    In my case it was the supply of fresh water which we utilise for all of our necessities;

    For drinking, bathing, watering these plants, cooking, cleaning and so many other things that help us live…

    Let’s not forget washing our clothes and today our washing machine will have to run double shifts because of the water shortage for the past few days…

    I cannot forget how my family spent arranging water from sources that I wouldn’t leak because this problem will come again on all of us…!

    When there is a genuine struggle to even secure your basic necessities, life becomes hard,

    And I know not just because of this water shortage.

    But I come from a place where I’ve seen people carry jugs of water just to bathe and drink…!

    “Only if your basic necessities are met, your mind moves out of survival mode…”

    Isn’t it…?

    Coming back to the prompt

    How has technology changed my job…

    Hasn’t technology changed our life on the whole…?

    Imagine there is something that is available on the north of India,

    Maybe kashmir;

    And you want that living in the west coast like Mumbai or,

    Somewhere down south like Kerala;

    The advertisement of it reaches you in your privacy within your room on this phone,

    For which you don’t have to turn on something like a TV or search a channel;

    You just open any social media app and it reaches you…!

    If we’re talking about my business specifically,

    It has helped me in speeding up the process that usually took most of the time,

    I.e. turning the material using cnc machines…!

    And when the basic thing that requires most of the time is cut short,

    Everything happens quickly;

    And this job of writing has taken a whole another level,

    As everything happens so fast,

    Like an idea that comes like a flash of light;

    —

    Noting it down has become more easier than ever before;

    Imagine writing each and everything down,

    It doesn’t happen nowadays;

    It’s either voice notes and those notes converted into text,

    And if I really plan on writing it too has to be quick so I don’t lose anything…

    Would it be possible to pen down each thing without a proper phone if it weren’t for the technology to develope it…?

    Do you think any of us would exist if we didn’t have the equipment to pen down things and explore it later when we are at peace with the surroundings…?

    Do you…?

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • A promise and an obsession…!

    A promise and an obsession…!

    How often do you say “no” to things that would interfere with your goals?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    After spending last evening feeling bad about something, even I don’t know about;

    Maybe it’s the situation that I’m trapped in right now,

    Or,

    Maybe the pileup of responsibilities that have gotten heavier as each day passes,

    I wrote about the sweet nature of death in hinglish and the circular nature of grief;

    Technically about those who were once with you but now they aren’t;

    But now they lay flat in the ground or their ashes sit in an urn or maybe the same ashes were put into to a river that is considered holy…!

    The piece waits to scratch something hidden within your heart or a memory waiting to be remembered once again;

    —

    That’s how it felt as I was writing this one;

    —

    Remembering those who have gone far away,

    Maybe they have taken birth into this world again or they’re free from the cycle;

    Maybe this evening…

    (Please remind me because I’ve become more forgetful…)

    Coming back to the prompt…

    Saying “No” when my goals are at stake…!

    It might not seem like it but,

    When things come to my dreams and my goals I quit everything that is around me…!

    I turn away from things no matter how important it might be,

    I just up and walk in the general direction that leads me to the place that demand my attention…!

    Even if it means taking myself away from the short term things that help me survive daily…!

    One of those is my business,

    For its betterment I’ve given up practically my whole life and not pursue my college education,

    Only because of a person who isn’t there with us anymore,

    But,

    A promise made to that person stays with me,

    Maybe he’s watching me from afar,

    And thinking to himself that,

    He is still working each day and is keeping his word…!

    —-

    So, for a promise and a dream that we took together,

    A son still works even when he doesn’t want to…!

    Other one is writing

    For this,

    All of this, for this penmanship I’ve been to places that are dingiest ones I’ve seen—

    .

    I’ve been to places that you wouldn’t otherwise even think of going physically and mentally…!

    .

    Fixated on things for weeks at a single span and when something fruitful comes out of it;

    .

    It’s for the world to enjoy as much as it was for me to write…

    .

    I’ve said no to loved ones in the past for leaving me behind to come up with things that I never regret….!

    It would make you think that there isn’t much that I have to survive,

    .

    A medley of these two things;

    .

    And just like that,

    I’ve found a reason to live,

    A reason to survive each day;

    A promise to someone and an obsession that keeps me functioning…!

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • Early morning Railway station visit and getting better at pattern recognition…!

    Early morning Railway station visit and getting better at pattern recognition…!

    What’s a secret skill or ability you have or wish you had?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    This day was stated early as I had to drop a family member who was with us for the past few weeks,

    So we travelled to New Delhi railway station early in the morning as she had to leave for Panjab;

    In the morning train called Shan-e-Panjab…

    A speedy click that led to this perspective like I’m running away…
    Me on my way back after getting them seated, up the escalators….

    You’d be happy to know how much they have improved on their services;

    But,

    The crowd is still the same,

    No matter what happens, you cannot take the human nature out of us humans can you…?

    After getting her seated,

    I came back home and after sitting down for a while I came on my terrace,

    And the same routine follows—-

    Coming back to the prompt…

    Secret ability I wish I had…

    If I were given a chance to be blessed with an ability,

    “I’d love to get a better grasp at reading behaviours and patterns that all of us humans (intentionally or unintentionally) make…”

    I know it’s a bit of a reach for a person like me to achieve that;

    But,

    Keeping on trying and exploring means that I will achieve it someday…!

    It will help me both in write ups, my regular life and business life too;

    Because I’d get better at making a client comfortable and better form myself to come to the unified terms which benefit both of us…!

    In my personal life,

    I’d get a chance to get to know what they really want before they come to any conclusions,

    But that doesn’t mean I’d jump the gun as soon as I find an answer;

    I’d let them come to a conclusion naturally,

    And,

    Never cut them off or the conversation abruptly making them think I know what they were talking about or what they wanted…!

    If I was ever imparted with this ability, I would get to know more about humans as being and human nature which comes to us from us being ourselves…!

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • Cold winds and light showers that bless us…!

    Cold winds and light showers that bless us…!

    What is your favorite type of weather?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well on this beautiful day…!

    Woke up with another dream,

    But in this one I got late and my mom came into my room to wake me up at 8 in the morning…!

    And when I really woke up it was 6:22 on my phone and my first alarm was about to ring at 6:30….

    I got up and followed my morning routine to the dot and went on my terrace to be welcomed to this amazing view that I wanted you all to witness…!

    Other than that,

    My walk has been cut short due to rain,

    And all of the work that was supposed to be a part of day will be delayed due to rain…!

    Well it technically isn’t rain,

    But occasional showers that come and go so as soon as it stops I’m back on my feet and writing too…!

    Coming back to the prompt

    My favourite weather…!

    Before choosing my favourite weather,

    I’d like to tell you each one of them might be favored by someone;

    Well the broad types are,

    • Sunny
    • Cloudy
    • Windy
    • Stormy
    • Rainy
    • Snowy

    These are the broad types and some of them have their own sub types and those leads to different situations…!

    To be honest,

    My favourite type is sunny with occasional winds blowing heat off my body;

    When there is something important that is supposed to take place and I have to be a part of it and I have to travel for it…!

    But,

    When it’s a slow day,

    And I am at home reading a book or writing something gloomy;

    It would be great to have a weather that is rainy and the hue is grey;

    And I can feel myself falling in the shoes of the character that I’m writing even better,

    When this gloomy weather takes place outside…!

    Okay,

    It’s decided I’ll give you a show of what I write when I’m free,

    this evening…!

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

    Some more scenes under

    Look at those clouds
    A pigeon that stopped by to get shelter from the rain checking out its surroundings…!
    Checking out the place and finding some twigs…!

    Just like I said,

    It’s survival if you are on the go and it starts to rain,

    Even if you’re a bird…!

  • Reason behind these vivid dreams and influences that built me…!

    Reason behind these vivid dreams and influences that built me…!

    Who was your most influential teacher? Why?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    I’d like to begin this prompt by telling you all that the habit of me having these vivid dreams come fron my mom;

    Because in a span of a few weeks she told me a few dream that she had;

    DREAM 1

    One was last week in which she was handed a pouch that had gold bars and coins and was told to deliver it to a person with a specific name;

    And on finding that person after a lot of turmoil,

    That person says to give it to the fishes;

    Literal fishes in a pond….

    😂

    But she instead of giving it,

    Keeps the pouch and the valuables within and becomes paranoid until she wakes up…!

    Dream 2

    Today she told me a dream that a person came in between her and my father and caused a divorce on the word of his mouth;

    Later it turned out to be he wanted his sister to be married to my now late father;

    And how everything unfolds and many characters of our family come in and intervene;

    The conclusion is that my father who works in corporate world keeps my mom to work in the office where he stays all day and only returns to home at night,

    And he promises to take care of us(both his son and daughter…)…!

    A happy yet sad conclusion…!

    Coming back to the prompt

    Most influential teacher and the reasoning…

    There’s a person and an abstract thing that I would give this title to…

    The first one would be my English teacher from my high school and specifically who is now a principal of the same school because of her prowess and the control that she has on the language and her ability to filter and find out people who are expert…!

    Any love that exists within this mind and heart for the language happens to be just because of her…!

    Her classes were something that I miss,

    Even after 10 years;

    So much interactive and

    They were so easy to grab and latch myself onto,

    Which deepened my love for the language,

    That they stay etched into my very core…!

    In an abstract sense;

    Failure would be the most influential teacher,

    Because it taught me to be consistent with my effort and walk with my head high until I was destined to achieve what I had in my mind…!

    There are times when nothing works and I feel like I’m falling back into my old habits;

    And when that happens I take some time off,

    Grab what my mind wants to do,

    Often times its something of a bad post or something that is gruesome that I pen down and put that thing back in my notes app…!

    This has happened a few times and I feel a sense of clarity after getting my head clear of all the negative thoughts and feelings…!

    And I build myself right back up the next day…!

    Like nothing happened…!

    At the end,

    Failure has taught me and given me power to get up yet again and conquer the next obstacle each day, everyday…!

    What would you consider influences you…?

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • A close call and a disruption in my routine…!

    A close call and a disruption in my routine…!

    What do you wish you could do more every day?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    This day has blessed me with sunlight and warmth;

    And it’s currently 8:03 as I’m writing this one….

    I just came back from a bird hospital that exists nearby;

    Guess what we rescued…!

    A little baby pigeon

    One of the street dogs, who’s timid and almost a year old was carrying it in its mouth like it won a prize;

    After showing the street dog a treat;

    Greed overcame and dropped it from the mouth and ran for it in the other direction;

    After grabbing the pigeon with my hands I brought it into my home,

    Grabbed my sister and took it to the bird hospital that is situated on the east park road, Karol Bagh, New Delhi…

    After getting an initial assessment and being made aware of its weakened state;

    The lack of hydration and food turned out to be the culprit…!

    After dropping it off and driving back home it’s almost 9 and most of my morning walk time was almost over…!

    🥲🥲🥲

    Coming back to the prompt

    Something I wish I could do more everyday…!

    I think you already know the answer but I’d like to add a few things;

    —

    Like having more hours each day;

    But something like that wouldn’t be possible and it would be a chaos on its own and its repercussions on all other things that happen during the day…;

    I wish I could be of more help to those who are in need,

    Not animals per se,

    But,

    Helping other fellow humans who are in need and aren’t fortunate enough….!

    I wish to tend to this garden that is on my terrace with my own hand which I do on my days off,

    But on the regular,

    I water them on the alternate days only…!

    At the end,

    I’d like to be closer to my own self and have enough time to write and pen things which help me in the long run by giving me perspective on life and all of its avenues…!

    In Crux I’d like to be a but more selfless,

    And focus outward that gives me more things to think and do…!

    What about you…?

    What is it that you want to do more of each day…?

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

    Another rescue that was dropped by another kind human waiting for its turn…!

    I love people who help those who cannot speak and tell about their pains and suffering through words…!

    May those people live long and happy lives…!

    😇🥹

  • Regret of not posting in the morning and my first tattoos…

    Regret of not posting in the morning and my first tattoos…

    What tattoo do you want and where would you put it?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…

    Making this late night post made me realise what happens when you don’t have a clear headspace to work things out in the morning and the stress of it spills all over the day and haunt you till the night…!

    Well,

    As I’m about to fall asleep,

    And, I can’t control the rate at with the yawns are coming to me now;

    For the time being I am about to fall asleep and let me quickly get back to the—

    Prompt of the day…!

    Tattoo I’d like to get and the special place for it…?

    There are two things that I love about tattoos,

    Their permanence and a fact that it shows, how committed you can be to a certain thing,

    Well,

    Certain enough to be poked by those needle that moves two and fro so fast that it looks like it’s moving at supersonic speeds…!

    But,

    It’s all fun and games when you are in the company of your friends and all of them plan to get one and there you are stuck deciding do you want to get one,

    Or

    Do you have any real friends,

    Or did you make any mistake in choosing your friends…?

    Well,

    My first tattoo would either be the initials,

    “SMG”

    Which is a famous trio of three people and those who know them—

    Know them…

    And they also know that sort of a tattoo im talking about…

    The perfect place would be the back of the hand….

    The other one would be shared by two,

    The numbers

    “143422”

    Or,

    “LLSMW 🕊️”

    Both of them come from a place…

    Both of them come from Panjabi artists that have a special place in my heart and probably in the hearts of a lot of people…!

    The first one would officially have a deeper meaning;

    By a super fast upcoming artist called GAGG-E, and his first ever album named the same 143422;

    Whereas the other one signifies the legacy that Sidhu Moosewala carried and still carries to this day;

    Well,

    Hologram show is something that can be somewhat of a reality within this year with the oncoming of the trailer today…!

    And I’d get them on my forearms, facing towards me not on the other side so I can see and remember each time the people who made this life worth living…!

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • Time, Temptations, and the Roads We Choose…

    Time, Temptations, and the Roads We Choose…

    You’re going on a cross-country trip. Airplane, train, bus, car, or bike?

    Hey…

    —

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    —

    After waking up at 7:30 and wanting to stay a bit more in my bed made me realise it’s almost 8;

    I got up and changed my clothes and went out on my walk after my morning routine..!

    —

    It’s currently 8:05 in the morning as I’m writing this one…!

    —

    I’m really thinking what is there to talk about and what happened yesterday…!

    In the evening,

    I really wanted to have a drink as I stared at those bottles for in my cabinet;

    —

    Well,

    Those glass bottles remind me of happy times that I spent with people around me,

    But;

    They also make me realise those night I spent drinking all alone,

    And drinking until I couldn’t and then going to sleep…!

    Both the positives and negatives of drinking(heavy emphasis on the negatives…)

    Well you’re socialising,

    I know,

    But it harms,

    Even a drop harms when it comes to your body…!

    —

    In that case the mind wants more and more each time…!

    —

    The glass is empty and your friend’s isn’t,

    He’ll pour you another one…

    A dangerous cycle it becomes…!

    (Khair…)

    It’s better to quit when you can,

    Before all of the bills pile up and you are spending your days in recovery…!

    —

    Beware it’s a habit that kills, along with smoking and those hard drugs…

    Coming back to the prompt

    Cross country trip and my mode of transportation…!

    Well,

    This prompt critically sums up a problem within that isn’t visible on the surface…

    It’s your opinion on how do you value time…?

    When travelling by air,

    You reduce time spent travelling to mere hours or maximum of 20 hours from wherever you stand…!

    —

    And when you look at it,

    You get the shortest path from one point to other…

    But by traveling by air,

    You cannot get to know people that you would otherwise on any other mode of transportation..!

    —

    And even if you consider the person sitting on your left , right or both if you’re sitting in the middle…!

    If you’re travelling by train,

    You’ll find people from all walks of life,

    From bottom to upper class a mix that you won’t find anywhere…!

    —

    They travel with the same purpose of reaching from point A to point B,

    And you can pay more to reach there faster,

    But that is at no comparison with travelling by air as it takes significant more hours and days at a time to reach if you want to even travel within the national borders…!

    Travelling by bus is a worth if you travel a lot though the night;

    Because you can sit in a bus in the evening around 6 and by 6 in the morning you can travel well across national borders,

    You can go one/two states over…!

    —

    Accounting in it maybe an hour or two of stopping for passengers and their wellness…!

    Well at last comes travelling by car/bike

    Something that I live and have immense love for…!

    —

    You can travel at your pace,

    Absorbing everything that comes with it…

    By meeting new people and comeing across avenues of life that weren’t possible travelling any other way…

    —

    Because if you see a picturesque scene,

    You can just stop,

    Jump out of your car or off your bike absorbing everything that exists and maybe take a few pictures as a keepsake…!

    —

    Also you meet people who are either going or coming back from the place that you want to go…

    —

    You can travel at your pace and return as you wish,

    A drawback that it’s the slowest form of travel and takes more than hours and days, weeks if you plan on travelling cross borders(plural borders…!)

    How to save travel time is essentially the question here…!

    And how you value your time differs from person to person..!

    —

    If you want to travel fast and reach quicker travelling by air is you go to,

    All other options are considerably less when compared to airway but with their own pros and cons…!

    If I had a chance I would travel cross borders on my car,

    If I can get my hands on such free and open time in my tightly packed schedule;

    Along with the money to afford visas and regular maintenance of the ride and those who are tagging along with me,

    My loved ones…!

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • Being Someone’s Courage and Confidence…

    Being Someone’s Courage and Confidence…

    Who is the most confident person you know?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    This day started at 6:43 for me as I forgot to put my tab, laptop, phones and power banks on charging and I spent doing my morning routine of freshening up while putting all of my devices on charge and then I decided to follow my routine of morning walks…!

    It’s currently 7:16 in the morning and I’m blessed to have woken up to live another day…!

    I really want to tell you all something…;

    After talking about how I cope with my negetive feelings in yesterday’s prompt,

    I began to be considerate towards the things I mentioned in it with care and much attention,

    Like how much they saved my life instead of thinking they were just a part of this life..!

    And,

    I genuinely felt happy after a long time,

    Thinking about how grateful I was for this life…!

    I say that because a few people,

    Genuine people who are a great part of my life told me that I seem happy and I should keep on doing what I did…

    And to my astonishment I don’t know what it was until I started to think about this as I’m writing…!

    A sense of security came with that thought and how i acknowledged the things which helped me get through my sad times…!

    Coming back to the prompt

    Most confident person I know…

    I think all of us are confident enough at some aspect of our life—

    Imagine thinking about

    A Small Business Owner or

    A Music Producer or

    A CEO of a large MNC

    Or

    A Singer,

    Or a Writer

    (Just like you and me…)

    All of them are in a position that requires a high level of confidence and certainty in their skill…

    Do you think any of this would’ve been possible without taking risks and trusting ourselves with our initial abilities and skills—

    on top of that having confidence to start everything of which we once possessed a figment of…!?

    And now that all of us are in a position above others,

    I look back at my past and think,

    What was it that started all of this…?

    Was it the love for the language,?

    Or

    Was it a need to talk to someone when there was none…?

    Or

    Was it a blessing that I earned from my teachers back in high school for being attentive enough in my English classes…!

    Only fate knows what it has planned ahead for it all…

    But,

    If you look at it from a third person’s point of view,

    Imagine someone who thinks you have a good prowess of the language English;

    And for them,

    You are a big source of confidence and they might take a good skill from you if they are around you…!

    Even if it’s not your first, second—

    maybe the third language…!

    But the fact that you can talk and write in a language that they lack at;

    They might look at you like you are the epitome of confidence and someone they aspire to be like…!

    And,

    If we are in your shoes,

    Maybe you work in corporate world,

    And

    There is a boss that you look upto,

    Who you want to be like;

    You like how they carry themselves,

    When they talk it feels like a free flow of information that is easy to grab…!

    And when they speak to you in a quiet setting it feels like a personal win,

    Even shadowing someone like that feels you are gaining some momentum from them which makes you feel that you can reach their level someday…!

    And if you get into that bosses shoes,

    They might have someone they look upto for something that gives them a chance to grow even more…

    Now,

    Consider yourself in that child’s shoes,

    That employee’s shoes or that boss’s shoes…!

    When looked up from their pov,

    There is something that we have to learn from each of them;

    It’s the matter of perspective when it comes to confidence and a confident person…!

    A crook might look upto the underboss to learn skills and his confidence to execute someone or do things that are illegal with such ease that it might feel unbelievable…!

    No matter where you look,

    There’s something to learn and someone to look upto,

    Someone to be like,

    Someone’s confidence becomes a bar that one wants to cross…!

    Unknown to the fact that there might be someone looking up to them and want to be like…!

    Isn’t it…?

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • Learning to Breathe Again— This Morning, After the Rain…!

    Learning to Breathe Again— This Morning, After the Rain…!

    What strategies do you use to cope with negative feelings?

    Hey…!

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    I came here early as it’s 6 in the morning and Delhi is receiving rain…?

    In the middle of march…?

    I got up and pushed our clothes stand indoors, which was chilling in the balcony;

    And Mithu , our pet indie dog started barking and howling at the cloth stand that we have…!

    It’s now 7 am and it’s still showering;

    —

    I don’t know what is going on anymore…!

    After scrolling some reels I’m on my terrace as soon as the rain went away…!

    It’s now 8:18…

    And the weather is soo beautiful,

    A blue grey sky and our Indian flag in my line of sight…!

    The cool breeze that is blowing occasionally makes it even more mesmerising…!

    I was almost positive that I wouldn’t be able to go on my morning walk because of the occasional shower but this rain has cleared a lot of dust and brings out the vibrant colors around me;

    Which makes me happy…!

    Flowers of kadi patta plant…!

    Walking right into our prompt

    Things I do to cope with negative feelings…!!!

    Well,

    One of the things that I do daily to cope with these feelings are go on a walk…!

    Well because it all used to start in the morning for me,

    So I planned to change it by going on walks and distracting myself from it all,

    The first thing in the morning…!

    Because I usually pen down things that come on my mind early in the morning and it’s very easy for me to go and doom scroll,

    Because it’s a shift from this app to that…!

    So to avoid it all and spoil my entire day, I do all of the thinking and writing on my morning walk…!

    Listening to music is something that is right up my alley—

    When I feel like the world is overwhelming for me I just get away from it all by putting on my headphones on and listen to some soft tunes or focus on my breathing while having some frequency playing which helps me focus and shift away from negative feelings…!

    Sit and observe

    It might feel unlike me,

    But, sometimes when nothing works I just sit still or visit a park or a nursery,

    And think about things that are beautiful and tell myself there’s so much to live for;

    Yes I tell myself there is so much to live for because sometimes thoughts coincide with each other as they aren’t far from each other…!

    Meeting with friends and talking to them

    Something that is right up my avenue is talking to my friends and hanging out with with them;

    Often they say something that is funny and makes me forget about life and all of its problems,

    The very root of my problems seem to fade when I am with them…!

    And when that happens It seems I’m the happiest in this whole world…!

    Read/Listen something interesting

    This is something that happens rarely as I don’t have much time on its own,

    But I do have time to listen to podcasts and audio versions of the book which I really want to read but don’t have the time for;

    And it brings me real joy when I finish an audiobook or when I get some inspiration to think from a perspective different from mine…!

    Well there are things that I used to do but those take us down a bad path,

    Like drinking to cope with all of the pain and negative thoughts and ideas…!

    And harming yourself to feel something other than sadness;

    Like pain…!

    But,

    I’m really glad that I had the power to pull myself out of that situation thanks to people around me and their continuous support,

    To the point it seemed like this life wasn’t worth living,

    And I’m glad I made it out of all those time…!

    Life is worth living,

    Surviving all of the problems that come with it;

    So keep your head up,

    Look at things around you,

    Sniff some flowers if you have to…

    Whatever helps you to live and pull yourself away from the negative thoughts it works(not if it harms your life in other ways…)

    Keep on living it will get better…!

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍