Wishing I could have told these truths about us to my younger self…!

What’s one thing you wish you had started doing earlier in life?

20/09/2026@Waakiye

Hey…

I hope all of you are doing great…!

This will be a late night post as I’m writing this at 23:24 hours at night…!


Well,

There aren’t many things that I hope I would have changed because it would mean that I would deviate from the path that I’m on right now…!


And if it were like that,

Id for sure miss out on a lot of things that im learning through hardships and being under pressure which also helps to develope myself better…!


But,

If you were to ask me something that I’d have started to do early;

It would be accepting how I look like,

And,

Consider myself worthy of love…


To be honest even right now,

I am at a point in my life that a girl is trying her level best to shower me with her love,

But,

I really hope I can talk to her and tell her that I’m not going to be enough as I cannot provide her with love and affection that she would expect from her partner…!

It’s more like I think I’m not capable of providing love which in fact forces me to think that anyone that comes into my life comes with intentions that aren’t pure…!



And,

I’d love if I accepted the fact earlier that I don’t have a face that gets loved or cared for…!

It’s more like a resting bitch face and droopy eyes that make people think that I’m on something all the time but,

It happened in my high school years when I used to have this massive pain in my eyebrow area which after going away gave me these droopy eyes…!


The earlier I’d accept that this face leaning towards a sort of responsibility and comes at a cost that people assume a whole lot more that. They should…!.


Well,

If I could have accepted these two facts earlier,

I would have given up on people and opportunities which appeared from afar that they had a veil of positivity—

But,

On getting a closer look I saw what really was going on and what intentions they had…!


Khair,

Life will happen and within it things too…!


Cheers 🥂

Love Waakiye 🤍🤍

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One response to “Wishing I could have told these truths about us to my younger self…!”

  1. tweeting bean Avatar

    For me, I wish I had started believing in myself earlier.
    I wish I had understood sooner that I didn’t have to have everything figured out before taking the first step.
    I could have started writing earlier. Tried new things earlier. Taken myself a little less seriously. And perhaps most importantly, I wish I had realized that starting over isn’t failure.
    You’re allowed to begin again at 20, 30, 40, 50… whenever you’re ready.
    So, what about you? What’s one thing you wish you had started doing earlier?

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