Tag: future

  • The Quiet Ways We Disappear Each Day…

    The Quiet Ways We Disappear Each Day…

    What activities do you lose yourself in?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    Well this day started a bit early as I was up at 7 and writing down a dream that I had about someone passing away and the things that happen as soon as we discover it and we call those who are around us and try to begin things according to our traditions…!

    It took me 40 minutes to recollect all of the information and write;

    And after penning it all down I got up to go for my morning walk but then my mom came into my room and I told her all the dream and people involved in it…!

    And she told me something like that happening in real life and how she saw living proofs of it may time and then the conversation drifted off to a different topic—

    Here I am,

    Writing this all at 8:21 in the morning and the sunlight is blessing us all…!

    Well it’s a common occurrence for me now as I have been penning all of my dream(which I remember…)


    As soon as I wake up I grab my phone,

    And not scroll anything,

    I just open my notes or journal app and pen what I remember in a fast and quick manner and I skip all of the mistakes—

    Which I correct later when I am proofreading or I have to upload it somewhere…!

    I will try my level best to give you a proof this evening about a dream that I had somewhere along this life…!


    Coming back to the prompt…

    Activities I lose myself in…

    I know these times are very difficult;

    Once we keep in our perspective attention span of people and how it has deteriorated compared to previous years—

    When we look at people walking by and they are looking into those screens;

    We get into a painful realisation,

    That the childhood that we spent once playing,

    Getting hurt,

    Crying,

    Learning to get up yet again and doing it all over—-

    Those times are over and everything happens over calls or video calls now;

    Or—

    You didn’t remember carrying your power bank and the battery in your phone died that’s why you are looking at things around you now…! 😂


    But;

    A painful realisation comes in,

    The devices have controlled us more than we imagine;

    They came in these big boxes, those bulky monitors and that cpu unit we once had—

    But these days the phones and laptops have turned each and every thing into a something that you can carry everywhere and do everything on the go…!


    Well,

    For me it’s the same and a bit different simultaneously;


    You know you read all of the above 12 maybe 13 lines because I love to lose myself within these words…!

    As I begin to think and write about something by dwelling into a world that exists within mind;

    And simultaneously trying to explore the readers mind and coming up with some things that might be common with both of ours….!


    Another one would be work,

    Because I’ve developed love for it over the years,

    And the day feels unfulfilling until a major chunk of work isn’t completed;

    Well not all days are the same and some days I return home with this unaccomplished feeling that’s hard to shake off—

    And when that happens,

    There’s nothing more worse than that;

    Until I go next day and come back home with a sense of accomplishment…!


    Other than those two I love to listen to music and lose myself within that moment…

    And love would be an understatement because if it were possible I’d keep an headphone in my ears all the time and not worry about my hearing at all…!

    Well this one couldn’t have come at a bad time because I do have my earphones in…!

    Well,

    It takes me to a world that exists beyond this one as I listen to a wide range going from classical to new school;

    Folk to rap,

    From Fairuz to Nusrat Fateh Ali khan to Sidhu Moosewala(LLSMW 🕊️)…


    It takes me to a world beyond this one and makes me exposes me to their pov and their mindset…!


    And if you are still here reading this after-all,

    I cannot tell you how we lose ourselves in the arms of our loved ones…


    There is nothing that is more soothing than being in the arms of someone who loves you for who you are and time flies away so—

    Oh so fast…!


    And how the time passed so soon as I’m writing this one—-

    It’s now 9:06 and I have to go…😅😂


    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

    (Final editing time 9:16)

  • A deeper look into LPG shortage in India and rewatching old classics…

    A deeper look into LPG shortage in India and rewatching old classics…

    What movies or TV series have you watched more than 5 times?

    Hey 👋

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    A cool breezy morning it is and it’s 7:33 in the morning here;

    And I’m back on my routine of morning walk as I’m writing this one…!


    Something I’d like to bring to your attention that’s happening here in Delhi…!

    We the residents of Delhi are going through an LPG(liquified petroleum gas) shortage;

    There are lines near the agencies,

    Increased rates of the LPG cylinders,

    On top of that the rates have been increased by a factor of 60 rupees in the matter of a month;

    And the duration of rebooking period has increased from 21 days to 25 days now…!


    I know it might feel like it doesn’t affect you but it does affect people around you and as an informed citizen you should be aware of what is going on around the world,

    And what are its consequences that we all are facing…!


    We all were already stretching it to 21 days and now the new rule tells us to extend it by 4 more days again…?

    A task that seems impossible without having an induction plate or chipping in money to buy one in black…!


    You know what,

    If we had pipeline gas at our residence I would be unaware of this fact;

    But,

    I don’t so you have an insight into this…!


    The main reason for increasing this time limit and the shortage is to trap the banquets and restaurants owners who illegally buy domestic LPG cylinder cans that are cheaper than the regulated commercial ones by a factor of 1000 rupees…!


    This crackdown is on agencies and their illegal tie ups with places of business and the illegal way they were obtaining these cylinders on fake name and address proofs;

    Diverting an essential commodity away from its specific use i.e. us common people…!


    1700 worded LPG rant later we are here 😅😂



    Coming back to the prompt..

    Movie or TV series I have watched more than five times…!

    It would come to you as a shock but I don’t watch much of TV or movies;

    But,

    I’m into trying new things—

    I do watch videos YouTube a whole lot like an old uncle in your family…!

    😂🫩


    As I had mentioned in the prompt a few days before,

    I am watching The nanny.

    A 1993 tv series which is so hilarious as I accidentally came across it while doomscrolling reels…!

    But there isn’t anything that I watched five times;

    Not even a movie…!

    Because I do remember bits and pieces of it enough to remember it from my memory…!

    And it just stops being funny or worthy of spending my time on…!


    That’s how it is for me,

    And it can be very different for you I know…!


    There is some anime that I like to watch when I am free and secluded from the world,

    And when a new season comes in I do watch the old one to keep the flow going;

    Because, a new season can either be months or years apart and if that happens,

    Things slip from the cracks;


    So I rewatch the season quickly to jog my memory and keep up with the things that spill from the previous season to the next one…!


    Well I hope you do find something new each time you watch,

    And I hope you watch it from a different perspective each time making it a new experience for you…!


    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • Being Superstitious and Binge watching TV series…!

    Being Superstitious and Binge watching TV series…!

    Are you superstitious?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    Slept well past my normal hours today for the first time in a while…!

    I remember going to sleep at 2:30 in the morning just because I wanted to watch a few more episodes of the TV series The Nanny from the year 1993…!

    And after watching a few episodes half asleep I think I will be watching them again to remember what I watched in the last hour…!

    With binge watching comes some munching so I had a bag of puffcorns that I went through almost until it was two in the morning…!

    Waking up at 8:30 and with a massive head pain and pain in my right leg;

    I decided not to go on my morning walk,

    But instead I will go on a night walk later after returning home from work….!

    Coming back to the prompt

    Our superstitious nature…!

    Are you even human if you don’t have a tad bit of superstition in things around you…?

    Well,

    A bit superstition makes us be aware of things that happen around us;


    Imagine travelling on an empty road that doesn’t seem empty to you;

    That’s your superstition talking to you and telling you to avoid walking on the road;


    The same also kicks in when a black cat passes the path that you wanted to take,

    And you change your path thinking it brings you bad luck…!

    But let me tell you something,

    That black cat is probably scared of something or running to get some food…!


    Another one would be sneezing before going someplace…!

    Like as soon as someone is leaving from home or leaving to do something important,

    And someone sneezes;

    They tell them to wait a few minutes and leave home a bit later—

    That is because if there is some mishap that was supposed to happen sometime in the future, it can be avoided as that wait kicked a change in the timeline…!

    I don’t know much about that…!


    Well,

    A bit of this superstition makes us who we are;

    We do things in advance or delay them as much as possible as possible,

    Sometime we take a detour,

    Sometime we avoid going to a place altogether that day and decide it can be delayed another day;

    And when that happens—

    It brings out our superstitious self and let it take over us…!

    Well,

    Maybe for good,

    Our good luck and wellbeing of those around us….

    Don’t we…?


    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • The Power of Moving Unseen…

    The Power of Moving Unseen…

    Which animal would you compare yourself to and why?

    Hey..

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    Another one of the days I woke up with a weird/ sad dream early in the morning and I spent half an hour penning it all down,

    As I recollected it from my memory halfway through my morning routine like brushing and freshening myself up…!

    If it would be possible for me I’d upload it as an evening post today itself…!

    And if i didn’t just think it needed more refining and it will be made as a post some other day…!

    It’s 7:23 in the morning as I’m writing this…!


    There’s something I wanted to ask this world…!

    Do people still read books…?

    Or,

    Something like this,

    A WordPress blog from a random person…!?


    Because I have many people in my vicinity who would rather watch some shorts or consume media in the form of reels or something like that because the attention span has hit an all-time low…!

    To the point that I haven’t seen children reading a book,

    The plain textbooks that are the mandate for getting the basic education—

    It feels like even those are a chore to them;


    This genuinely makes me feel worried a whole lot about our coming generations;

    And;

    How we adults are actively taking down the world with us…!


    Would it ever be sustainable for those who come through us or will come through us in the near future…!

    (Gibran reference there…)


    Well,

    It’s this fear that will spark some change within me to make an effort towards improving their lives,

    No matter how insignificant it may feel on a broader perspective;

    But if a single child develops this love for reading;

    My task would be accomplished…!


    Coming back to the prompt…!

    Animal I compare myself to and the reason thereof…!

    Well,

    I am stuck between two animals that I would compare myself with—

    It would be

    An owl 🦉

    And

    A tortoise 🐢

    A common feature that they both share is that they are considered wise;


    The owl because of the abilities which they possess,

    Working swiftly to catch their prey,

    And in the middle of the night when the entire world is asleep…!

    Tortoise because of their sheer dedication to achieve what they want and with those trunk like feet they move each step towards their goal…!

    Well both of them possess wisdom in their fields and do what they have in their minds with excellence…!


    There are drawbacks too;

    Owl is practically blind during the day and it stays hidden until the sun sets when this normal world gets to rest;

    And the tortoise reaching from point A to point B takes so much time that in that duration maybe several of hours pass…!


    Even though they have their significant drawbacks;

    Those are overshadowed when it comes to their abilities…!

    And that is what I want you all to think;

    Despite being practically blind they live their lives, have their offsprings and raise their young ones…!

    Same goes for the tortoise,

    They achieve their goals no matter what by being consistent with the efforts that they make…!


    Teaching us two valuable lessons;

    Even though the world is coded to be active when the entire world is;

    It doesn’t mean that you are any less than those who are around you..!

    Maybe you possess some skills that activate when you are away from everyone;

    Or

    You can work significantly more than those who are around you and keep your dedication going on for longer than anyone around you…!


    This world is a blank slate and everyone has some skills that work that they uncover as they grow and explore themselves…!


    Until the growth and exploration doesn’t stop nothing can stop you ever…!

    So—

    Keep on growing and exploring..!

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • The Empty Space Between Our First and Last Names…

    The Empty Space Between Our First and Last Names…

    What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    Well yesterday ended on a weird note—

    Last night as I wrote some sketches on things that I wanted to describe;

    One was “what epitome of evil looks like”;

    Another one was how on a mother’s passing she meets her newborn that wasn’t able to survive…!

    .

    The latter one brought me to tears because it was all too emotional for me to feel and write;

    To be in someone’s shoes that I wasn’t made for and trying to give you all a witness into the thought…!

    The other one sent chills down my spine as I wrote that in a completely empty room and I felt like I wasn’t alone anymore…!

    Well they will be polished and uploaded some time in the near future here;

    But,

    For the time being there is a prompt that is unanswered by me which needs my attention—

    Middle name and it’s significance

    Well I’d call them blessed those who carry their legacy with them, which was granted to them by their forefathers;

    Oftentimes it can be something that a person considers to be an issue because it extends their name and there are other beurocratic problems that comes with it…!

    Well it hasn’t been my problem because I don’t have one;

    But my father had one;

    An it was “Kumar”


    The problematic aspect

    There were some problems with our 10th class marksheet where my sister had his first and last name but didn’t have the middle name which became an issue as we went to make passports because they rely on the marksheet and the details didn’t match which becomes an issue;

    A big one as no one was willing to budge…

    So we had to change it on Aadhar card which matches the marksheet which in turn now matches the passport that she holds…!

    Whew 😥

    The process took a couple of months,

    Not taking money and time spent on it into the account…!

    The legacy;

    The name was chosen by my grandfather for his son which made him special from their other kids;

    Maybe there was some special attention that he was given;

    Or they expected him to be the one who will carry their name ahead…!


    Oh the hopes and dream that we have from those who come from us…!

    And a want that we have deep down in our hearts that they carry out our dreams too…!


    The middle name kumar doesn’t have any set uniqueness because it’s quite common in northern India;

    It’s also used to mention someone who is unmarried or underage;

    The female counterpart of which would be Kumari…


    Well that’s it for the day…!

    It’s a Sunday today and spend it wisely,

    Complete all of your chores early on so you can spend your evening as you wish…!

    Go sit in the sun for a while if you can and eat some tangerines if possible…!

    Don’t forget to hydrate…!💧💧

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • No survival without these three things…

    No survival without these three things…

    What are three objects you couldn’t live without?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    I made a post here last night which appeared to have gained some traction as it was something that touched the idea of the segregation that we had before anything came from the outside…!

    By the segregation I mean the classes that we ourselves created and according to it the people would work and according to them they would be welcomed or declined their entry to places…!

    A segregation that divides us more than bringing us together…!

    (Khair…)

    The world has spent long enough fighting this and it’s not like everything can be forgotten or this system can be brought down to crumbs just by a single post—

    But a shift in our mindset is required…!

    Coming back to the prompt…!

    Three objects I can’t live without…!

    My phone📱would be the first…!

    Imagine having a power to write and explore everything within your palm;

    Also let’s not forget the other features like calling, chatting and other business operations that can seamlessly happen on it instead of carrying a laptop or having a pc everywhere you visit…!

    A blank notebook 📓 and a set of good pens 🖊️ at second place…!

    Imagine having the urge to pen or draw something that you’d like to look back or go through once the feelings subsides;

    I’ve had that moment a whole lot more in the past few years, when I plan to write longer or something that develops into multiple branches,

    I really like to control it by having it on paper as it gives me a proof that I wrote something that’s meaningful and can develope into something that can be called more than just a writing;

    Like calling it a tale…!

    The last thing would be audio and visual support…

    I mean you can call it an extention of the first one i.e. my phones;

    But it’s so much more than that—

    It gives me a way to trap a feeling or a thought that I can arrive as soon as I look at it once again later;

    And when I look at a piece of visual like a video or a clip that I was sent it becomes a whole new experience that I can pen and provide an insight into;

    The same goes with audio—

    It’s one of the things that keep me alive by making me focused on things that are hard for me to stick to and when the end result is achieved it makes me even more happy and motivated to work harder…!

    Some other things that couldn’t be a part of the top three

    Let’s not forget things like a car/bike without which we wouldn’t be able to connect to each other;

    Also the WiFi router 😂

    None of this would be happening without a router backing providing all of the data that helps me push this on the web…!

    Let’s not forget our trusted partner

    Our headphones without which life would really be impossible;

    Because there are oh so many things that happen within this mind and when I need to cancel all of it and become true with myself—

    I put on my noice cancelling headphones and listen to some frequencies that calm me down and bring me back to this earth…!

    Let’s not forget money; a made up construct that all of us run behind to get more of each day and we will do until the end…

    A few things I cannot live without…!

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

    A mango tree that has started to bud…!
  • Two phases in my life that were hard to let go…

    Two phases in my life that were hard to let go…

    Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to.

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    It feels after a long time a prompt has come that I haven’t answered, and I’m all in for making this one a good read also to explore an avenue in my life that I suppressed…!

    A view into my life first, I’ve been looking for banquets each day after work and I’ve decided on two who are near the gurudwara which makes the travel easier and other programmes seamlessly connect with each other…!

    Well both of them are far from our home because we don’t have a banquet near our home…!

    So a lot of time has went into considering a good place and getting more out of our money…!

    Other than that,

    Work is going well,

    Because we are working each day and exploring new avenues and way to achieve the goals that we desire…!

    Coming back to the prompt

    A phase which was difficult to say goodbye to

    It isn’t easier to let go of things that made an impact in our lives isn’t it…?

    But,

    There are certain things that make them all worth your while and leave an everlasting impression on you…!

    Well losing someone who’s close to our hearts would be the first one…!

    A female dog birthed two kids and passed away right infront of our house;

    We took in her kids and within a span of few weeks both of them passed away as they were very little and weren’t able to get their mothers feed which was very important for their growth and their first few weeks here on earth…!

    We tried to get another female dog that also birthed a litter of puppies a few kilometres away but she rejected them and tried to bite them when we let them within her litter…

    On the offset that she might run away from her kids we brought them to our home and tried our best to save them—

    But fate had something else planned…!

    (Khair…)

    Another one would be parting away from someone who we thought were the love of our life…!

    Imagine you building your life around someone and they give up on you because their family planned something else or they found a more viable partner…?

    Something that breaks you from the very core and a mere sense of trust that you had breaks and shatters, making you lose yourself…!

    Well I hope it doesn’t happen with anyone else ever again…!


    I think,

    The things that happen around us shape us in a way that we were meant to have a grab of—

    I don’t mean passing away of a loved one is something that is good or builds character;

    But,

    It gives you a chance to see into the life by letting you see who is a real one and who was in just to leech off of you…!

    Who stands with you when time isn’t working with you…!

    And who all move away from you or face away when you get the short end of the stick…!

    Let’s not forget that all of us have to taste the sweet embrace of death once in our life and we won’t be here to witness what it feels like…!

    Keep those who are near to you near and tell them you love them…!

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • Adjusting until a version of myself erodes…!

    Adjusting until a version of myself erodes…!

    A submissive mother,
    A intractable father.

    Often were the fights,
    More often they were physical…


    A bruise here,
    A cut there,
    The eyes puffy from crying,
    from under them peeked a reddish-blue bruise,
    haphazardly done, uneven cover-up it seemed…


    But,

    A question remained on my mind…!?


    How did they end up sharing the same bed each night…?


    Writer’s note

    Later, he would end up having his way and being physical with her—
    After that him profusely crying,
    clinging to her bare body,
    like a newborn,
    rubbing his face in her chest,
    And,
    she held him in close,
    until he felt asleep…




    3rd person’s pov

    This became a regular happening,
    he would come home angry—
    angry on someone,
    or something that didn’t went his way
    and,
    in a fit of rage,
    A hand would be raised,
    A loud smack would resonate within these walls-
    Sobbing would be heard later,
    along with them tears would start to flow,
    in a single sweep he would hit her once again,
    telling her to shut up,
    and bring him food…


    Taking the support of the wall,
    or a drawer she would slowly get up,
    but,
    before she could stand on her feet,
    he would get up once again,
    grab her by her shoulder,
    pressing his thumb firm into her joint,
    turning her low-pitched sobs,
    into silent screams with tears,
    due to the extreme amount of pain,
    after that he would throw her,
    into the direction of the kitchen,
    where she would go and heat food for him…


    If it was a little cold or too hot,
    he would throw the chair back,
    yelling at her yet again,
    and those tears would start to roll again,
    sometimes he would throw the plate in her direction,
    not worrying if it were to hit her,
    her arm,
    her face,
    her eyes,
    no matter where it went;


    Often the neighbors heard her—
    her cries of help;


    Initially people would wake up,

    Bang our door late at night, Come to her rescue,

    But now,

    it was such a common happening,
    that they wouldn’t even bother to get up,
    much rather go out and look outside…!


    Every other day screams would be heard,
    Her sobbing and His screaming—

    Terror roamed the house,
    and none was there to stop it,
    stop any of it;


    As soon as he was done eating,
    he would go into the bathroom,
    clean himself up,
    and sit on his side of the bed—


    Scrolling his phone until a faint shadow of her entered the room for a brief moment and then went into the bathroom;


    He would curiously watch her from the side of his eye going into the bathroom,
    then she’d come out with a bucket of clothes,
    which she would take to the terrace to hang them on the ropes that were connected to poles on either side of the rooftop…


    Returning to their room,
    she knew,
    what she would have to do,
    to ease the pain that he had,
    even if she wasn’t to blame at all,
    not even a little bit…;


    On coming down and locking the main entry door,
    then their bedroom door;


    It was a big room,
    but not a spacious one,
    on one wall was a TV,
    in front of it,
    was the bed,

    There was a cabinet that has their essentials, Another cabinet sat in that spacious room that made it even more cramped,

    In it were bottles filled to the brim with color transparent and gold like…!
    Surrounded it was by walls colored in blue,
    A pale blue color,
    flakes of which were peeling off and felling on the floor;


    An effort she made each day to clean them,
    but another scream he roared,
    not to use the broom at night,
    as he snatched it from her hand and told her to get ready soon…


    In a fit of paralyzing fear,
    she hurriedly picked it up,
    and kept it in the corner of the room,
    away from his sight as he found it very unappealing—

    Before coming to bed,
    she hit the light switch off,
    and sat on her side of the bed—

    Before laying down,
    her hand reached up the drawer,
    and from it came a box,
    which had various creams and ointments—


    She stared at the box for a moment,
    because it had a mirror glued on it,
    seeing her bruised up face—
    Remembering a smile that was once her identity,
    Now, none of it was left,
    not even an essence of it,
    as she opened the box—


    Taking out Vaseline for her hands,
    Boroline for her cracked heels,
    and some other over the counter medicine for the bruises,
    which she had an abundance of,
    after a good 15 minute she was ready to lay down,
    but,
    her problems were far from over…


    As soon as she laid down,
    his tantrums started,
    rolling on his side of the bed,
    grunting,
    crushing his teeth,
    all sorts of irritable behaviors,
    But,
    she knew what was coming,
    after 10-15 minutes,
    when all went silent,
    you could hear him panting,
    and after that,
    those short breaths,
    turned into little sobs,
    knowing this was a usual behavior,
    his usual behavior,
    she didn’t instigate him for a couple of minutes…


    After 15-20 minutes passed,
    she held out her hand,
    and placed it on his shoulder,
    knowing,
    he won’t subside until it happens,
    and,
    because she doesn’t want to get hit yet again,
    she starts something she doesn’t like even a single bit of…


    As she pulls herself towards him,
    grabbing his back,
    in an effort to comfort him,
    after being a literal punching bag to him—


    He wanted to be comforted,
    He wanted closure—


    “Look at the audacity,
    look at the situation life put me in…!” She though in her mind…


    First I have to beg for mercy,
    and then please the same person;


    He treats me like a piece of meat,
    uses and then throws me away,
    only to torture me again,
    the next day,


    “Why,
    Why do i have to submit to him…?!

    I thought…


    Maybe, being from a poor background is the cause—


    I don’t have people—
    my people backing me


    I was told to adjust,
    and adjust some more,
    until his comfort was met,
    and mine was ruined till there was none left of it…!


    (The rest will be continued tomorrow…)

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • Doing away with dual meaning and walking away from people…!

    Doing away with dual meaning and walking away from people…!

    If you could permanently ban a word from general usage, which one would it be? Why?

    Hey…

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    Another already answered prompt forcing me to cut short my answer and get into one of my saved posts or getting into my notes app to find something worthy of your time…!

    Well an answer for the prompt would be something like this…!

    I wouldn’t necessarily ban a word because I’m not in a position to do that,

    But,

    what I’d like to happen is to do away with the dual meaning of words that happen after another generation picks it up…!

    For example the word

    Cooked,

    Meant that the “food was ready” but these days it means something else entirely…!

    These days in slang it means “to be in big trouble or exhausted”

    This duality has ruined a lot of words like


    Slay

    Glaze

    Bet

    Tea


    The list goes on and on…!

    I would do away with this duality because it’s hard for me to search for the meaning behind the slangs all the time…!



    One of my posts underneath

    You only see what you want!

    Don’t you…?

    No

    Sometimes,

    They only show what they want to be seen as,
    and they’re so good at it,
    you come to know this later…!


    They aren’t even a speck of what they act,
    like their behaviour and their actions can be the polar opposite of what they are with someone else…


    Glad I came and distanced myself,
    or rather,
    I’m glad things came up and brought distance between us…


    Now that I sit back and see,
    I cannot agree more with those pointing fingers at you because of who you are,
    rather,
    what sort of a person you are…


    I’m glad and breathe in peace,
    That,
    There won’t be any fingers pointed at me,
    for the fact that I am still in contact with you…!


    (P.s.
    I might have been in contact with you once,
    but,
    all of our connections are long gone,

    And I have not a single speck of regret for that…!)


    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍

  • Planning my next few months…!

    Planning my next few months…!

    What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months?

    Hey…!

    I hope all of you are doing well…!

    The last nights prompt took away a lot of things that I wanted to say today…!

    🙈

    But, after a long time a prompt has come in that I haven’t answered and this has given me some ideas…!

    And a break from me posting my unusual stuff that I write…!

    Coming back to the prompt

    Biggest challenge that I will face in the next six months

    It’s a bit crazy how the world moves, because up until beginning of the year 2026;

    I didn’t have any concrete plans, they were still to lay low, work hard in the shadows and come back out with more power in a year or two…!

    Making this year of struggles and winning some personal battles with myself and things that hold me back…!

    Until, the marriage of my sister was decided in the month of April…!

    For which everything has sprung into action and there are things happening that are done by me and taken into account to guide anyone who comes to me in the near future for help on how to manage or do a programme like this one…!

    There will be many things that will happen and they will change my viewpoint on now to view people, their behavior and also how those who will sit in our blind spots and fill the ears of our relatives and question how we were able to afford these things…!

    Everything will happen…!

    Including us missing the presence of our father as all of this happens…!🥲

    A huge lump that all of us carry within our hearts and can never ever seem to fill…!

    Otherwise it’s all good and future will be the witness to all that’s yet to come…!

    Cheers 🥂

    Love Waakiye 🤍